Divine Chronicle

              Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Please read this post with an open heart and open mind. This post is not to brag about myself nor to belittle anyone. Once you do that, you are welcome to continue reading :))           🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸             10 June 2021, the date i will forever remember for the rest of my life. We cant go to schoo l anyway due to PKP. That was on Thursday, my siblings and I decided to ganti puasa. So after sahur, I stayed up until 10 am just to checked my SPM result. How pathetic. The moment I checked the on the website, I even refreshed the page twice because I just cant accept that. And I kinda dont feel anything yet at that time. Not until my mom come sitting next to me asking how many As i got. I showed the result to her and said that I am sorry I couldnt make up to her expectation. All she said was it's oka...

      Salam everyone. It's 1:20 am right now and just finished The Exorcism of Emily Rose on Rave with my classmate. Or maybe known as "ex-classmate" for now. I am not really sure on how I am living my life now. Seeing everyone getting a job, driving license, start a business makes me wonder that am I really that useless.     Unlike the others, I am stuck at home with no job, not getting a driver liscense yet. This whole month I've been sleeping at 3 am for every single day. Scrolling the social media, watching anime, netflix and chill, doing house chores (sometimes), and playing with cats. Filling forms on various website such as UPU, UPIM, YTP, IPG, Matriculation and so on. For UPU, I actually not sure for what I am really capable of. But i made a few plans. 1) English ~ Foundation Tesl in UiTM (which i failed for iv) ~ Asasi Bahasa Inggeris in UIA - Degree in Tesl 2) Pharmacy ~ Asasi Farmasi in UIA - Degree in Pharmacy ~ Asasi Sains in Uitm - Degree Pharmacy ...

 Its been a long time since my last post. I really cant believe that was me when i was in primary school. Now, im 18 and strung on the confusion of life.  2015 to 2020 was indeed such a long journey i have been through. I even dont believe myself that I could go this far. I've been thinking that we all probably die before I entered secondary school because dah nak kiamat adehhh. Should be grateful Allah still give me a bunch of chances to improve myself. Since I've finished my SPM already, I've planned to continue blogging as my coping machenism.  There would be plenty of thoughts I wanted to share. Im hoping this platform would help me encounter my mind that full of mess and also improving myself into a better person. I'll be sharing lots of my thoughts, new knowledge, experiences and so on. Ganbatte kudasai, emma!