Divine Chronicle

              Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Please read this post with an open heart and open mind. This post is not to brag about myself nor to belittle anyone. Once you do that, you are welcome to continue reading :))           🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸             10 June 2021, the date i will forever remember for the rest of my life. We cant go to schoo l anyway due to PKP. That was on Thursday, my siblings and I decided to ganti puasa. So after sahur, I stayed up until 10 am just to checked my SPM result. How pathetic. The moment I checked the on the website, I even refreshed the page twice because I just cant accept that. And I kinda dont feel anything yet at that time. Not until my mom come sitting next to me asking how many As i got. I showed the result to her and said that I am sorry I couldnt make up to her expectation. All she said was it's oka...

      Salam everyone. It's 1:20 am right now and just finished The Exorcism of Emily Rose on Rave with my classmate. Or maybe known as "ex-classmate" for now. I am not really sure on how I am living my life now. Seeing everyone getting a job, driving license, start a business makes me wonder that am I really that useless.     Unlike the others, I am stuck at home with no job, not getting a driver liscense yet. This whole month I've been sleeping at 3 am for every single day. Scrolling the social media, watching anime, netflix and chill, doing house chores (sometimes), and playing with cats. Filling forms on various website such as UPU, UPIM, YTP, IPG, Matriculation and so on. For UPU, I actually not sure for what I am really capable of. But i made a few plans. 1) English ~ Foundation Tesl in UiTM (which i failed for iv) ~ Asasi Bahasa Inggeris in UIA - Degree in Tesl 2) Pharmacy ~ Asasi Farmasi in UIA - Degree in Pharmacy ~ Asasi Sains in Uitm - Degree Pharmacy ...

 Its been a long time since my last post. I really cant believe that was me when i was in primary school. Now, im 18 and strung on the confusion of life.  2015 to 2020 was indeed such a long journey i have been through. I even dont believe myself that I could go this far. I've been thinking that we all probably die before I entered secondary school because dah nak kiamat adehhh. Should be grateful Allah still give me a bunch of chances to improve myself. Since I've finished my SPM already, I've planned to continue blogging as my coping machenism.  There would be plenty of thoughts I wanted to share. Im hoping this platform would help me encounter my mind that full of mess and also improving myself into a better person. I'll be sharing lots of my thoughts, new knowledge, experiences and so on. Ganbatte kudasai, emma!

Kehendak.                   Manusia , nafsu. Haha memang takkan terpisah. lumrah semua manusia kan ?                  Sebabkan nafsu lah , mcm-mcm benda dapat merugikan diri kita sendiri. bukan ape aku nak tulis ni , sbb benda ni berlaku kat diri aku.                   Disebabkan pemikiran cetek aku , aku terlepas banyak benda. mcm yang korang tahu , aku 12 tahun. dak dak upsr. budak memang sementah - mentahnya. untuk pergi asrama penuh or etc , perlukan sijil sijil yang tinggi kan?                Pada satu masa ni , cikgu tawar aku untuk Perkhemahan Tunas Puteri Peringkat Negeri. Sijil peringkat negeri , sape je yang taknak kan? First ² dengar memang aku confirm nak. Suddenly , ckgu ckp ada Kem UPSR. Nak buat mcm mana kan? Aku pun buat pilihan nak pergi ke Kem UPSR. Lagipun , ni untuk keba...

Hye and assalamualaikum to everyone. Hahahaha dah lama tak blogging. well , semua tahu kan kenapa? yaa , busy with school's activities of course. this is my first post on 2015. sorry for all tau! im too busy hahahaha😂😂 As you all know la kan , last year i was 11 years old right? and this year i should be 12 of course. and bila sebut 12 years old , i have to sit for upsr examination. so , mmg busy.   I have to make a prepation of upsr kan . haaa debut tntg prepation ni , meh besarkan lagi isu (mak kepoh betul lah hahahaha). As persediaan kan , apa kita perlu buat? mestilah , make a lot of ibadah , ulankaji/latihtubi , & mcm² lagi kan. ada sesetengah orang ni amat berharap. maksud saya , terlalu mengharapkan Allah s.w.t yang bagi. Sampaikan tak buat latihan langsung sbb hanya berdoa kepada Allah. katanya "Banyak doa kat Dia , nnti Dia bagilah tu". Haaa Ada satu lagi tu , buat latihan dengan "amat" bersungguh-sungguh. tak buat ibadah langsung sbb asy...

Assalam dan selamat malam :) Semua orang mesti ada kawan kan ?  Termasuk penulis blog ni hahahaha . bercakap tentang kawan ni hmmm takpelah . Haha , semua ni mesti ada pengalaman "Kawan senang beribu , Kawan bersedih ......" kan ? hahaha . kenapa gelak ? haha takdelah saje nak men"ceria"kan suasana skit . okey , berbalik kepada topik kita . Ramai kawan masa senang was be like : Ramainya nak kawan dgn aku . Kalau dorang susah mesti dorang nak tolong aku ni . "aku sayang korang" Masa susah was be like : Ya allah kenapa dgn korang semua ni ? Korang dah taknak kawan dgn aku ? Mesti penah kan ? Macam mana rasa ? Best ? Manis ? Masin ? Pahit ? Pedih ? Hahahahahahaahah . Dan satu lagi mesti ad je kawan yang HIPOKRIT hahahahaha . Engkorang tengok post ni memang penuh dgn "hahahahaha" je kan ? Hahahah aku suka gelak . Dah la , berbalik pada topik balik . Hipokrit , depan lain belakang lain . hmmm kalau depan kita ya allah betapa baiknya . Kata...

Holla ! Assalamualaikum . Aihh lama bebenor tak mem'blog' nih . Alah maklumlah , sibuk katekan . hahahaha haaa macam mana semua? oke tak puasa ? Kena puasa penohh ya . Ponteng-ii not allowed ! Hahaha Kan ? Bila cita pasal puasa ni kan , teringat masa kecik kecik dulu . Kalau depan mak . Muka lahai ! Acah letih . Belakang mak , haha temberang banyakk ! Selalu keluar masuk bilik air . Nak tahu kenapa ? Aku pi minum air kateko . hahaha Nak tergelak pon ada ! Banyak lagi sobonarnyo den nak cerito . Tapi apakan daya  . Den kono buat kojo skolah eden . Haha ! Takpa la . Kita jumpa lagi ya Goodbye ! Assalamualaikum . Selamat berpuasa yawn !